I’m missing someone I never had. Should this be normal? It’s really weird how this thing goes, it’s just happen. I really missed her, more than anything else right now, yeah it sounds cheesy, but what is cheesy if it comes from a true heart? God, help me…
-Adjie-
I’m a happy man tonight. No more worries, no more empty hopes, and no more emo moments. Prays that everything is gonna be fine.
This is a story of a guy who admired a girl. If there is one thing I could say about this girl, that would be: “Awesomely Cool”
One day, in a very cold night, in my room. There was a girl who came by and sang her song. A beautiful melody with a beautiful vocal. The way she sangs was really good and it actually gave me goosebumps. I like the song.
What it is about her that stuck in my head and won’t go off? Alright, let’s go out off topic now and talk about something else. She doesn’t drink Soft Drinks, she likes Bibimbab, she played BB Gun, She had RPG game buddies, and she can speak in British accent. There is not much that I knew about her. In fact, it’s not even half of what I know about her.
There is one time when I was in the bus, on the way to ABAC Bang Na with her. She had this big headphone. She is small you know, and she became more tiny with that thing on her head, Hahaha.. but somehow I like to see it. There the “Ding!” when I saw it. What’s a “Ding!” ? Don’t ask! LOL
Gosh! why the talk turns serious, Haha.. Well.. there is still next time.. gotta put the full stop here, Hahaha.. 
-Adjie-
I was about to write something tonight, but it seems like plan ruined. I saw her again today, we ate pizza at Pizza Company. So I guess, I’m gonna start it all over again.
She look so cute today by the way.. eh, wait… Aaaarrrghhhh!
ForgetForgetForgetForgetForget!
How to start this? Well, let see… Writer.. check! Main character.. check! Background story… check! Okay, I’m ready to go!
All this time I’ve been doing some kind of research, the research involves a great dedication to.. whatever it is. From all the girl-friends that I know, most of them don’t really listen to Punk or Metal music. Not to mention Emo or Screamo, or whatever it is.. again.. ^^”
Well, some of them do though, but there’s something missing. They way they dressed don’t impress me, hahaha..
So what is different with this girl I’m gonna talk about? She is unique! She has her own charm, her own beauty. The thing that I don’t see in most of the girls I knew. Seriously, she got the “thing” And she likes Punk Rock! Yeah!
What makes me attracted to her? First, the way she dressed. She likes to wear T-Shirt and Jeans. What’s so unique about that? most girl also dressed like that? Well, because she is she, hehe :p
Secondly, she likes Punk music, I already mentioned that. Thirdly, she seems don’t use make up that much and she is pretty much casual and easy going, Bang! That is more than enough for me to fall into her charm. ^^”
One thing recognized from her is the Ramones T-Shirt she used to wear. I love it when she wore it. There is not much girl like her in my friendomeness <- WTF does this means? Haha.. ^^”
There is more about her, I’m gonna savor it. I’m not gonna finished it in one story. For now This seems to be the end of the story.
-Adjie-
I seriously think that knowing her is a big mistake. Why it’s a big mistake? Well, it’s kinda complicated. I won’t spoil the fun now because as time goes by, this blog will be full of her story. The couple of months I knew her. It’s nothing much to tell but it sure means a lot to me.
First time I saw her I was like “Daamn! this chick is awesome” I was too shy to talk, even though at that time I don’t have any feeling for her. That time was just a normal day for me, meeting someone new.
What do we have at that day? Hmm, there’s this Korean restaurant at Sukhumvit 33 owned by my friend’s mom. This is the regular place where me and my friends ate Bibimbab, one of our favorite Korean food.
As I wrote before, the first time I saw her was really something, but at that time I cannot explain the feeling. She is cute, nice and seems to blend in pretty well with the gang.
Nothing much happen at that time, and time goes really fast until we finally go home. This will be the first part of many parts to come. And this blog will be full of her. Until then, I will cherish the moment. And today’s song to cheer me up would be “She’s Got You High” by Mumm-Ra.
-Adjie-
The L word came without any noticed, It hits you whenever it want. No matter where you are, in any circumstances.
It never bothers much unless you accept what it gives you.
There is no feeling for you at first, never does. It just happened, like some people say: “Shit happens”.
There is something in you that clicked. Once you’re in my head, you stayed in my head, unless I cut it out before it’s getting stronger. I never felt like this before and the situation is not good for me to bring this further.
Remembering all the little things about you helps me from torturing myself.
You are in every me, every aspect of my life now and I can’t let go.
From now on there will be only you.
Each time I looked at my 10 baht coins that you organized, Each time I looked at my bed sheet where you laid your body, each time I typed on the keyboard of my laptop, each time I looked at my Marvel comic books, each time I looked at my blue jacket where you laid your head on my shoulder in the bus, each time I looked at the table where you do your architect work.
The time when you played with my tail hair, the time you hugged my arm, the time we ate together, the time you sang in my room.
I’m so in love with you but I cannot be with you, there is too much burdens and line that should not be crossed.
So if you don’t see me around again or never heard anything about me, that means I cannot forget you and I decided to keep it for myself and let you lived your life as it is, without me bothering you.
-Adjie-
Lama ga nulis di blog yang ini, seakan terlupakan, tapi gara2 baca status teman di Facebook, jadi buka2 lagi. Baru nyadar kalo tulisan gw ga enak dibaca, sok lucu malah jadi jayus, Hahahaha..
Menurut kalender sekarang adalah bulan September, tanggal 13, wow.. creepy~
Sudah sejauh mana perkembangan kehidupan gw? Stabil, ga ada progres berarti.. paling nambah jumlah barang di kamar kos aja, LOL.
Let’s talk about Tarot. Ada yang percaya ramalan Tarot? gw ngga percaya, tapi gw sangat tertarik sama hal-hal kaya gini. Contohnya, beberapa minggu lalu (atau bulan? hmm..) gw di ramal tarot. Hasilnya sih ga mengecewakan, tapi ga juga menyenangkan….. damn.. baru mau nulis kok langsung hilang mood, Hahahaha.. dodol…
Udah, kapan2 aja gw terusin nulisnya.. LOL
Win adalah cowok lucu, gemuk dan santai. Mint adalah cewek imut, kecil dan judes kalo lagi marah. Win dan Mint adalah sepasang kekasih. Mereka adalah pasangan serasi. Gw kenal mereka semenjak summer 2007 yang lalu. Mereka selalu berseberangan, tapi justru itu yang unik dari mereka. Salah satu contoh yang baru-baru ini, Win ketemu sama seniornya waktu High School. Jelas mereka sapaan dong, dan ngobrol-ngobrol lah. Mint bete liat Win ngobrol sama cewek lain dan moodnya jadi jelek. Belum selesai, si senior ini minjem handphonennya Win. Win langsung ngasih dan Mint makin bete. Setiap Mint bete, Win selalu membalas dengan senyum dan bercanda. Tiba-tiba Mint jadi lembek lagi. Apakah ini sesuatu yang bagus? Hmm.. ga juga, karena yang kena malah gw dan 2 teman lainnya. Wakakaka.. marahnya di lampiaskan ke kita.. Hihihi~~~ jadi judes..
Intinya, kalo ngeliat mereka lagi berantem merupakan hiburan tersendiri buat kita. Apalagi kita seneng manas-manasin mereka, sambil bercanda tentunya. Ga ada yang serius-serius amat kok kalo gw pake kata judes atau marah karena kita semua sahabat. Masih banyak cerita tentang pasangan kocak ini. Dan satu waktu mungkin bakal gw ceritain lagi.
-Adjie-
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